can i do it?

I am trying so hard to bring up that grade but I feel like I cant. I know I can do this its only a matter of time. I have to get that C just a C that is all I need. I cant believe this happened its freshmen year all over again, same teacher, same course [kind of, not as broad]. I have never been so scared in my life. I believe in myself I really do, but why I do I doubt myself then? For once in my life I wish I didnt have to worry. This is a time where I have no where to run, I can't run. I never thought I would not be able to run away from something but I guess this is the day where my running away from problems stops. It has become hard, it is a challenge, it eats away at me every day but there is no where for me to go. I continue to stress as each day goes by but I know with God on my side I can do this. I have faith in myself I just hope that my faith will get me somewhere. I can do it I know I can.

My mom handed me this book of prayers and other preachings from this pastor. I think I found it perfect for me.

We all face challenges and difficult times. God doesn't send these storms, but it's in times of difficulty that we grow and become stronger. It is an opportunity to allow God's Word to come alive in your life and see you through to victory. You can't run from everything that's hard in your life and expect God to deliver you immediately. God uses these challenges to stretch you and enlarge your vision.
Remain faithful during your time of adversity. Make up your mind to serve God no matter what comes against you, and God will honor you. Fight the good fight of faith. Remember, God will not waste anything you go through in life. You are growing. You are maturing. You are being prepared for promotion. Simpley remain faithful and fight life through. In due season, in God's appointed time, He will promote you to new levels of victory, and you'll live that abundant life that He has promised you!