Update!

I wish I was better at this like I used to be, it helps me alleviate some of the problems/situations/happenings in my life. Well, it's really late, and I am sitll up because I didn't wake up until almost 5, I was really tired. I kinda figured that I would be catching up on sleep while I am home because I didn't get much at school as usual. I need all the rest I can get before I head off to DC, because I will never sleep there. So let's see where to update here. Well in terms of the boy, it never got anywhere other than one of the best friendships and supporter I can ask for. He is just simply amazing, I haven't felt this way about a boy since Darren, and that scares me, especially since this one is going in the same direction as in ...not going. I am leaving to DC, we both never said how we felt about each other, and when I get back he will be attending USC because he is transferring. It's a really hard situation because I just want the truth, and I want to say the truth. everyone else knows it and I felt it when we hugged and said goodbye. For once, I was able to picture myself dating this guy, which I haven't been able to do with any of the guys I have talked to since Darren. Well, I will probably just tell him before I go to DC, and just let it out as a relaxation for me. Kyle pretty much has been leading me through this, love that guy, best H2Hs ever (heart to heart), funny thing is, he is worse than me when it comes to saying things. Haha. Man I am going to miss him. BTW Kyle's brother is the quarter back for CU...just thought I'd share that..yea Tyler Hansen ...I know his BROTHER OHHHH SNAP! haha. Anyway, so yea the boy, well I won't say his name because he might find this page one day by accident, then that would be creepy. haha. Anyway so aside from that, I just found out that I got a C+ in chemistry...FUCK YA! Foo Man Bitch definitely bumped me up from a C because I think I may have actually done somewhat okay on the final to have gotten a C+ with his bump haha. Guess 20 hours of studying paid off somehow. especially since 5 of them were with the boy :). Let's see, I still don't have an internship yet for DC, but it will work itself out, but what I do have are...TWO TICKETS TO THE INAUGURATION!!! yeaaa bitches! that's right, me and a friend hittin the seats at the inauguration...I know I'm cool. DC is going to be awesome!

As far as Vector goes, man things got complicated. Haven't talked to Ro in a couple of weeks, since our last conversation kinda went badly though it wasn't supposed to, IDK how it happened but yea...she got promoted to DOM though for Pasadena! Yeaa! I knew she was going to I am so excited for her, she definitely deserves it and she is going to DOMinate fasho. So I want to Branch in the summer of 2010, and being gone for Semester at Sea is going to be an issue so I had to considered choosing between the two but I had a PC with Lauren on Friday before I went home in pasadena and talked to her about it, and I guess I can do both but this summer is going to be ten times more important than it was already going to be. Here is the situation, if branching is what I want to do in 2010, then Lauren said I'd probably be better off being an AM in the Pasadena office watching Ro run the office and what not, not that she doesn't want me to be her AM either though. So I guess this is something that Lauren is going to talk to JP and Ro about and if it's cool with them I guess that's what I will be doing...I'm not really sure. I don't know if this is actually going to happen but if it does then cool. I really don't mind moving to another office just because I already know how to work with Ro, but I will be around a lot of big dogs so it will be interesting, and she will be a completely different person because is DOM. I guess the hard part would be starting out where I really don't know anyone, and finding somewhere to live, because that would have all been taken care of in Ventura. Oh well, I don't know if it's for sure going to happen so we will jsut have to wait and see...

I guess I should head off now, I got lots to do tomorrow, including find a charger and getting some guitar stuff...since I never left the house today haha.
Lata playa,
A-Ram