Understanding. Wants. AND. Dreams.

W.A.N.T.S



D.R.E.A.M.S



My obsession in life is fulfilling both of those. The problem? Understanding why I obsess over it and why it is so important to me. Why is fulfilling a small dream that won't matter years from now become the reason I feel I exist. It almost drives me insane pensively sitting here trying to reason my reasons for being so caught up in all of my dreams and wants in my life. Live for the moment is what I am taught and yea that's what I am doing but at the same time the future is all that I constantly think about. It's aggravating to the MAX. And to be quite honest, I think dreams and wants are exactly the same thing. I mean people dream of becoming something but it's not a dream to fulfill its a want. Everything in life is want unless it's a pure necessity like, eating and sleeping. We want love. We want to be successful. We want to be better than average. We want a lot of money.

W A N T S

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they....suck. and i DONT want them....wait yea i do.

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I want people to accept my wants. I don't care if you think I will change my mind. That's just a way of people getting into my head which then causes me to believe that my mind has been changed when it hasn't. I am not doing that for the second time. I did it this year and I won't do it next year. What I want is what I will do and get. End of story.

Ashley.